Now Available at Amazon

Ben is now available for your reading pleasure at Amazon HERE
It will be released to all other 3rd party distributors next weekend, for all those that like to purchase from Bookstrand, ARe, B&N and all those other places.

Winners

Thanks to the magical number picking powers of my friend Sheila the winners of a copy of BEN are:

Lupa Padmae & Maya.

If you could e-mail me at info@tonigriffin.net and let me know what format you would like your book in I'll be more than happy to send you your copy. PDF, Epub or PRC

Thanks to everyone for entering... All the deserts sounded delicious... Well be doing this again in about 6 weeks time when Bryce's Cop comes out.

Contest Time...Ben

With the release date of BEN drawing ever closer... Next Saturday May 11 to be exact. It's time to hold another give away.

So two copies of Ben will be up for grabs simply by commenting and letting me know what you're favorite desert is... If you follow my Facebook page you will have seen me talking about snickers pie over the last week... I'm yet to try the damn thing but it looks soooo good.

Anyway, I'll draw the winners on Thursday or Friday and as always you will have a choice of Epub, PDF or PRC.

Also don't forget to head over to the Mischief Corner Blog where I'm asking my readers about what they want me to write next... that's right you get to have a say. :)
http://themischiefcorner.blogspot.com.au

Blurb:

Still suffering from nightmares due to the abuse he endured at the hands of his previous Alpha, Tommy Morgan is trying to come to terms with life and a newly found mate.
The last thing Benjamin Taylor, Panneath Alpha of Australia, expected to find was his other half, bloody and broken at the hands of another Alpha. Now months later Ben is more than happy just to sit at his mate’s side while he gets his life together again and begins to accept their mating.
Threatening e-mails though, set to put a hold on their happiness as someone wants revenge for the death of Alpha Kegan Wallis.

Excerpt:

Tommy grunted once again as Gregory and Barry’s fists met his flesh. He gritted his teeth refusing with everything he had to let the scream that desperately wanted out passed his lips. He could feel his flesh split again and again as they continued to work him over. All the while his Alpha—the one man he should have been able to count on to protect him—paced back and forth, shaking his head when Tommy refused to answer any questions about his brother’s whereabouts.

 “Tell me where he is and this can all stop.” Alpha Wallis nodded in the direction of his Betas and they took up the fight once again.

Tommy could feel the tears slipping down his cheeks as he was pummelled over and over again. He bit down so hard on his lip he tasted blood when a well-placed shot to his side had him hearing­—and feeling—a rib or two breaking under the barrage.

It wasn’t fair. Even if he did know the location of his brother there was no way he would give it up after everything Declan had said to him. Tommy still didn’t know exactly what had happened between his brother and his Alpha to cause the man to run but whatever it was—by Alpha Wallis’s reaction—it wasn’t good. 

Tommy’s arms ached from where they had been tied above his head. The cuffs binding his hands to an adjustable chain hanging from the ceiling were cutting into his wrists. Tommy could feel the blood slowly dripping down his arms. He was stretched until he was forced to stand on tip toes in order to be able to get a small measure of relief for his arm.

His entire body throbbed in pain. He didn’t think there was a single area that hadn’t been intimately introduced to the fists of the Betas. The blows were a constant barrage, never seeming to stop for very long. Tommy could feel the swelling around his left eye and the split to his lip.

He would have shifted had he not been in so much pain and strung up like a Christmas turkey. The cuffs around his wrist were too tight, and due to the pain currently wracking his body his wolf had curled up in a corner. Only an Alpha could get him to shift in his current state and he highly doubted Alpha Wallis was about to do that.

“Tell me where the fuck I can find Declan,” the man practically screamed at him, small amounts of spittle flying from the corners of his mouth.

Tommy resolutely kept his mouth shut. He wasn’t in any fit state to answer the man’s questions, not that he would of if he could.

All of a sudden blinding pain seared through his body radiating upwards from his leg. He had no idea what the hell they had done but it was successful in finally getting something to pass Tommy’s lips. He screamed.

Tommy sat bolt upright in bed, his heart pounding frantically as he tried desperately to cut the scream off that was currently pouring from his mouth. His body throbbed with the remembered pain of the blows he’d endured at the hands of his previous Alpha and Beta’s had caused.

The sheets below him felt damp with sweat, the acrid smell of it penetrating his sluggish brain.

Slowly his heart beat and his breathing began to return to normal. It wasn’t until a couple of minutes had passed that he noticed a body sitting on the bed beside him. His heart rate increased again, suddenly pounding out a staccato rhythm in his chest, fear gripping him making it impossible to move.

The deep, soothing, whispered words finally registered and Tommy started to relax again.

“Shh, pup, everything’s going to be okay, you’re safe now. No one is ever going to hurt you again,” Ben murmured over and over.

The deep rumble of his mate’s voice calming his body faster than anything else possibly could. Tommy knew the man was his mate. He had figured that out a couple of weeks after he had woken up at his brother’s house. Yes, it had taken him some time, but he finally was able to recognise what he was feeling for the big strong man for what it was. This didn’t mean he was ready to jump into bed with Ben, far from it.

Ben seemed to understand this fact and never pushed. It was times like these that endeared the man to him all the more. He sat beside Tommy on the edge of the bed with a cool damp cloth wiping over his sweat soaked skin, his other hand rubbing soothingly along his arm. The touch alone bringing him more comfort that he really wanted to admit to at that moment. All the while that deep sexy voice whispered words of safety to him helping to combat the remembered fear and pain that had been almost overwhelming.

Tommy knew Ben had taken to spending most of his nights in one of Declan and Liam’s spare rooms, even though the man must have had a house of his own. Tommy hadn’t seen it so he was just assuming. Whenever Tommy woke in the middle of the night Ben always seemed to be there, by his side, to help calm him back down. Tommy wasn’t entirely sure how many times he had flinched away from the large man in fear, and honestly thought the bigger man must have the patience of a saint to still be here, night after night. He was grateful though.

“Better?” the soft rumbly growl came from beside him.

Tommy nodded his head, not sure if his voice would work at the moment or not. Tommy reached out tentatively and placed his hand gently on Ben’s forearm. He needed the connection at the moment. Just that little bit of added touch had waves of peace and calm trying to crash over him. He knew it was Ben’s doing but he wasn’t about to complain.

“Come on, pup. Let’s get these sheets changed so you can try and get some sleep.” Ben stood and clicked on the light on the bedside table. Tommy blinked furiously as the light assaulted his eyes. He should be used to it by now; they seemed to replay this same scene a few times per week. Ben reached down and helped untangle Tommy from the sheets that had wrapped themselves around his body several times over by the feel of things.

Once he was free Ben offered his hand to assist him to his feet. Still feeling rather shaky from the dream Tommy wasn’t about to turn down the help.

Tommy stood in front of Ben, his eyes level with the man’s massive naked chest. If it was one thing he had learnt in the last several months it was that Ben never slept with a shirt on, just a pair of silk sleep pants.

He watched enthralled as the chest rose and fell with every breath Ben took. He wanted to reach out and touch, to trace the dark brown nipple in front of him, to tangle his fingers in the chest hair that covered the large muscled upper body. But he couldn’t do it. Hopefully with a little more time he wouldn’t feel so…so… broken.

Almost as if Ben could read his thoughts he cupped Tommy’s cheeks in his enormous hands and tiled his head up. The larger man bent down and placed a gentle kiss to his forehead. “Why don’t you go have a quick shower and wash away all that sweat? I’ll change the sheets and then you can crawl back into bed.”

Tommy desperately wanted to reach up to the place that Ben’s lips had touched his skin. It wasn’t the first time he had done it and Tommy doubted it would be the last. Even still, a small thrill rushed through his body each and every time Ben kissed him.

Ben stepped back and allowed Tommy to exit the room so he could shower. As soon as he walked in to the hallway he could feel his brother’s presence. He looked to the right and sure enough standing at the end of the hall leaning against his door jamb to his room was Declan, looking tired and sleepy, his hair sticking up all over the place.   

“Everything okay?” he asked, rubbing at his eyes.

“Yeah, I’m really sorry I woke you again. I’m just going to take a quick shower. Go back to sleep, Declan, I’ll see you in the morning.”

Visiting today - Jess Buffett

Fellow Aussie author Jess Buffett has stopped by to share with us her latest release. Please welcome Seth Hall from Always Been You, who has kindly agreed to be interviewed.

Tell us a bit about yourself: 
I’m a dad of two awesome kids, and a baker. I’ve just opened my own bakery here in Newport. It’s the first time I’ve been home in 11 years, and I‘m really excited about getting it up and running.

Tell us something not many people know about you:

Well...people are only just finding out that Lucas and Ally (my kids) are actually my biological children. I think everyone just assumed when my friends were killed, they had left their children to their best friend and the kids godfather. But no, they're mine.

Wow. How did that happen?

You really want me to go into specifics *snicker* No, really though, Shawn was unlucky enough to contract mumps while we were at college. it left him unable to have children. It kind of made sense, you know? It was the closest I would get to having children, they were my best friends, and I love all of them. So yeah, I agreed to help.

What do you dislike the most?

Things being kept from me. I’m discovering there have been a few things kept from me over the years...and I don’t know...I think maybe it would have made things so different.

Favorite music?

I’m more of a Maroon 5, Bruno Mars kind of guy. But I can be occasionally caught listening to Pink.

What’s it like to be back home?

Um...it’s been great being near my parents. And the neighbours have been fantastic.

But?

But...I just ran into someone the other day. This person is from my past and there are a lot of unresolved issues. *snorts* Not that it stopped us from practically making out like teenagers, and me agreeing to go on a date.

Do you believe in true love?

I’d like to, but if I were honest, there has only been one person I have ever loved. And things didn’t go too well when we were younger.

How are you dealing with having a Jared back in your life?

Ah, so we're going to name the someone, fair enough. Jared is and always will be a complicated topic with me. I guess we’ll just see how it goes. A lot can change in eleven years, but it’s amazing how many things can stay the same.

Which is stronger, love or fear?

I’m hoping love, but fear can be so damn consuming.

Where can we find out more about you?

My story comes out May 4th with Silver publishing. By the end of it, I should have a real answer for your questions about true love, and love vs fear.

BUY LINK: https://spsilverpublishing.com/always-been-you-ebook-p-1460.html

Book blurb:

Seth Hall returns to his hometown for the first time in eleven years. Now a father of two, he vows not to let his past intervene when he sets up a happy, stable life for them. That is, until Jared, the boy who had broken his heart all those years ago, turns up wanting a chance with him.

Jared Stewart thought he had lost his only chance to be with Seth. When Seth finally comes home, Jared makes it his mission to catch Seth once and for all but unfortunately not everyone wants that to happen.

Will they be finally able to make a life for themselves together? Or will they be torn apart again, by people they thought they could trust?

Short author bio:

Hmmm, what can I say about myself...I was born and raised in New South Wales, Australia. I married my highschool sweetheart and we live on the Central Coast with our two children. I am absolutely a hopeless romantic who loves stories about true love that sizzle with a happy ending (which is probably a good thing given what I write). I'm a huge fan of M/M and M/F romance—anything with hunky men in all their glory, whether they be Shifters, Vampires, Cowboys, or the boy next door. I'm a firm believer in soul mates, happily ever afters, and in love at first sight, but that sometimes people need a second or a third for the brain to catch up.

Author links:

http://jessbuffett.wordpress.com/

http://www.facebook.com/jessbuffett05

http://www.bookstrand.com/jess-buffett

http://www.goodreads.com/Jess_Buffett

https://twitter.com/JessBuffett

Now Available for Pre-Order

Ben, book 2 in the Atherton Pack is now available for Pre-Order from Silver Publishing. Release day is set at the 11th May. You can purchase by clicking HERE

I love the cover the fabulous Reese Dante has created for me.

 

Blurb:

Still suffering from nightmares due to the abuse he endured at the hands of his previous Alpha, Tommy Morgan is trying to come to terms with life and a newly found mate.

The last thing Benjamin Taylor, Panneath Alpha of Australia, expected to find was his other half, bloody and broken at the hands of another Alpha. Now months later Ben is more than happy just to sit at his mate’s side while he gets his life together again and begins to accept their mating.

Threatening e-mails though, set to put a hold on their happiness as someone wants revenge for the death of Alpha Kegan Wallis.

Excerpt: (Please note I'm yet to complete edits so please forgive any errors)

Tommy grunted once again as Gregory and Barry’s fists met his flesh. He gritted his teeth refusing with everything he had to let the scream that desperately wanted out past his lips. He could feel his flesh split again and again as they continued to work him over. All the while, his Alpha—the one man he should have been able to count on to protect him—paced back and forth, shaking his head when Tommy refused to answer any questions about his brother’s whereabouts.

"Tell me where he is and this can all stop." Alpha Wallis nodded in the direction of his Betas and they took up the fight once again.

Tommy could feel the tears slipping down his cheeks as he was pummelled over and over again. He bit down so hard on his lip he tasted blood when a well-placed shot to his side had him hearing­—and feeling—a rib or two breaking under the barrage.

It wasn’t fair. Even if he did know the location of his brother, there was no way he would give it up after everything Declan had said to him. Tommy still didn’t know exactly what had happened between his brother and his Alpha to cause the man to run but whatever it was—by Alpha Wallis’s reaction—it wasn’t good.

Tommy’s arms ached from where they had been tied above his head. The cuffs binding his hands to an adjustable chain hanging from the ceiling were cutting into his wrists. Tommy could feel the blood slowly dripping down his arms. He was stretched until he was forced to stand on tiptoes in order to be able to get a small measure of relief for his arm.

His entire body throbbed in pain. He didn’t think there was a single area that hadn’t been intimately introduced to the fists of the Betas. The blows were a constant barrage, never seeming to stop for very long. Tommy could feel the swelling around his left eye and the split to his lip.

He would have shifted had he not been in so much pain and strung up like a Christmas turkey. The cuffs around his wrist were too tight, and due to the pain currently racking his body, his wolf had curled up in a corner. Only an Alpha could get him to shift in his current state and he highly doubted Alpha Wallis was about to do that.

"Tell me where the fuck I can find Declan," the man practically screamed at him, small amounts of spittle flying from the corners of his mouth.

Tommy resolutely kept his mouth shut. He wasn’t in any fit state to answer the man’s questions, not that he would've if he could.

All of a sudden blinding pain seared through his body, radiating upwards from his leg. He had no idea what the hell they had done but it was successful in finally getting something to pass Tommy’s lips. He screamed.

Tommy sat bolt upright in bed, his heart pounding frantically as he tried desperately to cut the scream off that was currently pouring from his mouth. His body throbbed with the remembered pain of the blows he’d endured at the hands of his previous Alpha and Betas.

The sheets below him felt damp with sweat, the acrid smell of it penetrating his sluggish brain.

Slowly, his heartbeat and his breathing began to return to normal. It wasn’t until a couple of minutes had passed that he noticed a body sitting on the bed beside him. His heart rate increased again, suddenly pounding out a staccato rhythm in his chest, fear gripping him and making it impossible to move.

The deep, soothing, whispered words finally registered and Tommy started to relax again.

"Shh, pup, everything’s going to be okay, you’re safe now. No one is ever going to hurt you again," Ben murmured over and over.

The deep rumble of his mate’s voice calmed his body faster than anything else possibly could. Tommy knew the man was his mate. He had figured that out a couple of weeks after he had woken up at his brother’s house. Yes, it had taken him some time, but he finally was able to recognise his feelings for the big strong man for what they were. This didn’t mean he was ready to jump into bed with Ben, far from it.

Ben seemed to understand that fact and never pushed. It was times like these that endeared the man to him all the more. He sat beside Tommy on the edge of the bed with a cool damp cloth, wiping over his sweat-soaked skin, his other hand rubbing soothingly along his arm. The touch alone brought him more comfort than he really wanted to admit to at that moment. All the while that deep sexy voice whispered words of safety to him, helping to combat the remembered fear and pain that had been almost overwhelming.

Tommy knew Ben had taken to spending most of his nights in one of Declan and Liam’s spare rooms, even though the man must have a house of his own. Tommy hadn’t seen it so he was just assuming. Whenever Tommy woke in the middle of the night, Ben always seemed to be there, by his side, to help calm him back down. Tommy wasn’t entirely sure how many times he had flinched away from the large man in fear and honestly thought the bigger man must have the patience of a saint to still be here, night after night. He was grateful though.

"Better?" the soft rumbly growl came from beside him.

Tommy nodded his head, not sure if his voice would work at the moment or not. Tommy reached out tentatively and placed his hand gently on Ben’s forearm. He needed the connection at the moment. Just that little bit of added touch had waves of peace and calm trying to crash over him. He knew it was Ben’s doing but he wasn’t about to complain.

 

Now Available

IT'S OUT..... Woo hoo... Dealing with the Past is now available from Silver Publishing. You can purchase HERE.

DWTP winners

Thanks to the wonderful number picking powers of my Canadian friend the winners of a copy of Dealing with the Past are Cherri H and Laura.
If you lovey ladies will email me at info@tonigriffin.net and let me know what file format you would like your book in I will happily send you your copy. You can chose from mobi, ePub or PDF.

Thanks everyone for entering.